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upset [24 Apr 2007|06:54pm]
its sad when things end when you arent ready for them to end.
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Quantum Physics!! [23 Apr 2007|09:47pm]
I always wondered what the heck it was, and now im doing elementary quantum physics problems!! its crazy, weird stuff!!!
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[11 Feb 2007|10:44pm]
Have you seen the new Toyota Tundra commercial?? It REALLY makes you want a tundra.
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bored and havent written here in a while [07 Feb 2007|11:02pm]
Name:: veronica guzman
Nicknames:: vero
Birthplace:: camarillo, ca
Current Location:: Chico, CA
Hair Color:: Brown
Eye Color:: brown
Height:: 5'6 or 7
Weight:: 137
Tatoos?:: ewww none
Piercings?:: my ears
Overused Phrase:: "hey sexy" and "your mom"
Bedtime:: when i feel like
Best Physical Feature:: uhh my feet haha idk
Most Embarassing Moment:: uhh probably when i tripped over a keg and i was wearing a skirt and flashed EVERYONE!!
Most Missed Memory:: not sure
First Thought When You Wake Up:: god dammit!
Weakness:: Procrastination and hotties
Best Friends:: the chelseas, krystle, and pablo
Goal For The Year:: uhh get my GPA up
Greatest Fears:: bees
--This Or That--
Pepsi or Coke...: im a pepsi kind of girl
McDonalds or Burger King...: ewww neither. if im gonna eat fast food, ill eat in n out
Hot Tea or Ice Tea...: uhh hot tea, but only chamomile
Chocolate or Vanilla...: usually chocolate
Water or Milk...: water
Coffee or Hot Chocolate...: COFFEEEEEE i <3 coffee... cant live without it
Hugs or Kisses...: hugs from friends, kisses from better friends haha
Cats or Dogs...: CATS!!!!!!! duh!
Summer or Winter...: summer, for sure!
Scary Movies or Romantic Comedies...: neither. ACTION and DRAMA!
Love or Money...: uhh duh.... MONEY!
Green Grapes or Purple Grapes...: hmm green
Perferred Eye Color:: green/blue, but thats not a big deal
Perferred Hair Color:: NOT RED. red means stop.
Short Hair or Long Hair...: not long, but on the long side is okay if it looks good
Perferred Height:: 5'10 and above... NO SHORTIES!
Perferred Weight:: so my roommate told me i prefer thin guys... i didnt know this about myself.
Looks or Personality...: mostly looks... im vain.
Hot or Cute...: HOTTTTTT haha
Skinny...Muscular...or Fat...: uhhh muscularish, but not too much muscles. a little bit of fat is okay.
Number:: 7
Food:: cookies, cake, ice cream
Type of Music:: anything in spanish
Candy:: something with chocolate
Color:: blue
Animal:: cats
Drink:: cranberrry juice. especially with vodka.
Body Part on the Opposite Sex:: ARMS!! VEINY ARMS!!!
Movie:: boondock saints
Past Time:: sleeping/eating. no wait, PARTYING!!!!
--Have You Ever--
Drank?: every weekend... waht else r college students supposed to do?!!?
Smoked?: i smoke hookah all the time!
Been Beaten Up?: actually YES. me and my roommate beat the shit out of each other once. i almost kicked her ass this past weekend too.
Bullied Someone?: all the time. its fun.
Skinny Dipped?: no. but i would try it, well it depends with who too.
Played Spin The Bottle or 7 Minutes In Heaven?: haha who hasnt?!
Toliet Papered Someones House?: yeaa
Played Poker W/ Money?: no. i dont do poker.
Gone Swimming In A White T-Shirt?: haha yeaaa. bad idea.
Been Tickled So Bad That You Cried?: all the time!!!
Been Tickled So Bad That You Couldnt Talk?: ALL THE TIME!!
Like Someone And Not Tell Them How You Felt?: of course
Went Camping?: in a tent? once.
Used The Restroom On A Tree?: do you mean peed on a tree?? yes. well not on it because that would be hard to do, but almost on it.
Had A Crush On Your Brother/Sister's Friend?: HAHAHA YEAAAA!!!!!
Had A Crush On Your Friend's Brother/Sister?: omg yeaaa... weird.
Walked In The Rain W/out An Umbrella?: all the time!
Danced In The Rain?: yesss. it was fun.
Told A Joke And Nobody Thought It was Funny?: that happens a lot.
Been On Stage?: Yes.
Worn Clothes Your Mom Didnt Approve Of?: constantly!
Been To A Nude Beach?: No. i would try it though.
Cursed In Church?: yea, i kinda almost sorta felt bad.
Been Called A Whore/Slut For Kissing Someone?: haha yeaa
Burnt Yourself?: many a times
Been Dumped?: yes
Dumped Someone?: yes
Been In Love?: love?? you mean lust? like EVERYDAY!
Been Hit On by Someone Too Old?: oh yes. everyday.
Wanted To Be A Model?: no.
Wanted To Be In The Olmpics?: Nope
Bought Lottery Tickets?: Nope
Made Out In A Car?: uh yea.
Cried During A Movie?: THe Fox and the Hound. saddest movie ever.
Wanted Something You Couldnt Have?: Yes! it feels horrible.
Made Love On The Beach?: hmm no
Shoplifted?: no
Seen Someone Shoplift?: uhh umm no
Hung Up On Someone?: yeaa
Yelled At Your Pet?: i dont have a pet.
Gotten Seasick?: doesnt happen to me.
Tried To Strip When Drunk?: hahaha well sorta
Bought A Thong Cuz The Casier Was Hot?: thats all i wear
Stalked Someone?: no comment
Had A Stalker?: YESS... it was bad.
Played A Prank On Someone And Scared Them?: yes
Been Embarrassed By Someone In Your Family?: all of my family members.
Felt Bad About Eating Meat?: uhhh no
Protested?: hmm, no
Been To An Island?: no
Ate Cuz You Had Nothing Better To Do?: all the time
Screamed In A Library?: yes, on accident
Made Out W/ A Stranger?: uhh yes haha
Made Out W/ Someone Who Wasnt Single?: uhh yess hahaha
Wished A Part Of You Was Different?: yeaa i guess
Talked To A Complete Stranger?: all the time
Been Sunburned So Bad You Blistered?: omg yes i wanted to cry. it hurt.
Kicked A Guy In The Nuts?: my brother
Threw Up In School?: yes. it was not cool.
Recieved A Love Letter That Wasnt Signed?: hmm probably
Wore Something You Hated?: yes
Wore Something To Match Someone?: yes
Been To A Luau?: nope
Cursed Infront Of Your Parents?: yes
Been On TV?: no
Been Outta The Country?: yes
Been Honked At While Walking Down The Sidewalk?: yes
Won A Pool Game?: i dont play pool
Went To A Party Where You Were The Only Sober One?: yes, but trust me that is VERY rare.
Went To School/ Work Drunk?: yes. it wasnt good.
Dieted?: yes
Had An Eating Disorder?: Nope
Cheated On Your Other?: No
Been Cheated On?: uhh no?
Been Paid To Date Someone?: almost. i said no.
Dated Someone That Was Paid or Dared To Date You?: not that i know of.
Tanned Topless?: no, but i always wanted to. ill have to try that.
Been Strip Searched?: hahaha yeaaa
Been On A Plane?: lots of times
Been On A Cruise?: no, but i want to go so badly.
Been Pantsed In Public?: yes. not cool.
Thrown Your Shoe At Someone?: yea and then i felt bad.
Broke Someone's Heart?: yea and it felt good. im mean.
Sung In The Shower?: yes.
Bought Something Way To Expensive?: omg no comment there.
Done Something Stupid And Laughed At Yourself?: very often.
Been Walked In On While You Were Dressing?: many times
Been Walked In On While Showering?: yea, but no biggie
Ran Out Of A Movie Theater Cuz You Got Scared?: No
Been Kicked Out Of A Mall/ Store?: umm no cant say that i have
Been Kicked Out Of A GoCart Place Cuz You Wrecked The Go Cart?: No
Been In Detention?: yes
Feel Off A Roof?: No. im scared to go on roofs
Pretended You Were Scared So You Could Cuddle W/ Someone?: no, i just cuddle
Been In A Wreck?: no
Wrecked So You Wouldnt Hit An Animal?: no
Made Yourself Puck So You Wouldnt Have To Go To School?: no, but made myself puke so i would feel better all the time
Threatened Someone W/ A Water Gun?: yes
Been Shot?: no
Had A Water Gun War?: oh yes. fun.
Been Arrested?: not yet haha
Regret Something You Did In The Past?: Yep
Country You Wanna Visit:: egypt and india
Way You Wanna Die:: idk... fast??!?
Like Thunderstorms?: im indifferent about them
Get Along W/ Your Parents?: not really. were too different.
R U A Health Freak?: no
U Think Ur Attractive?: heck yes!
Do You Believe In Yourself?: i guess
Wanna Get Married?: no. maybe for money though.
Wanna Go To College?: im in college silly
Shower Daily?: FUCK YEAAA I DO!!! sickos. im not ur typical engineer you know.
Want Kids?: probably not
When Do U Wanna Lose Your Virginity?: uhh too late
Do U Hate Anyone?: ur mom
Can You Unwrap A Starburst W/ Your Tongue?: ive never tried
Do You Think You Can Sing?: no i cant.
Can You Open You Eyes Underwater?: yes
Eat Whatever And Not Worry?: i eat whatever, but i worry
Can You Whistle?: sometimes
Can You Walk In High Heels?: of course. im a girl.
Do You Sleep W/ The Light On?: heck no.
Do You Like Super Spicy Foods?: Yes
Can You Multitask?: not really
Touch Your Nose W/ Your Tongue?: No
Can You Fit In Your Locker?: No
Do You Spit?: no
Can You Taste The Difference Between Pepsi And Coke?: yes. i <3 pepsi
If You Could Wish 4 Anything...What Would You Wish?: smarts
What Kind Of Perfume Or Colone Do You Wear?: amor amor, pure poision, breath romance, or kors
What Kind Of Soap Do You Use?: bath and body works
What's Your Favorite Scent?: spicy scents
Would You Choose To Live Forever If You Could?: probably. its cool to be alive.
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[15 Dec 2006|01:15am]
i have my phyiscs final in 10 hours. im nervous.
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[11 Dec 2006|01:13am]
001: Real Name – veronica guzman
002. Nickname – vero, veroni
003. Single or taken - single
004. Zodiac Sign - sagittarius
005. Male or Female - Female
006. Elementary School – mountain meadows
007. Favorite Color - blue
008. How many buddies on your aim – i dont use that
009. Screen name - n/a
010. Hair Color - brown
011. Long or short - medium length
014. Eye Color – brown
015. Are you health freak- no, i ate a greasy ass burrito today.
016. Height - 5'6
017. Do you have a crush on someone – yea. and i met this hottie last nite. yeaaa
018. Do you like yourself - not at the moment. im quite disappointed with myself.
020. Think you're awesome – most of the time, just not right now.
021. Piercings – two
022. Tattoos – none
023. Righty or Lefty - Right

___Your 'Firsts'___

024. First surgery - ohh i hate oral surgery like almost 4 years ago. i had my wisdom teeth taken out.
025. First piercing – my ears when i was like a week old. its a mexican thing.
026. First best friend – elaine since i was like 3 years old
027. First Award – hmm good question... probably like best attendance in kindergarten or something idk
028. First Sport You Joined – uhhh hahahaha i never did sports
029. First pet - a dog and his name was rocky. my dad gave him away.
030. First vacation – hmmm idk, mexico??
031. First Concert – hmmm good question i think it was like 98 degrees or something... the boy band days.
032. First love – kindergarten love... i was in love with this boy named Martin.

049. Eating - nothing
050. I'm drinking - nothing
052. I'm about to – sleep/become an insomniac
053. Listening to - the john and jeff show
055. Waiting For – my finals to be over!!! and my birthday on friday!! PARTY!!!
057. Wearing – pjs

___Your Future__
058. Want Kids? - not sure, maybe ill adopt. if not ill foster.
059. Want to Get Married? - not really.
060. Careers in Mind – something in engineering

__Which is better with the opposite sex?__
068. Lips or Eyes?- hmm lips
069. Hugs or Kisses - kisses
070. Shorter or Taller – tall... no shorties.
072. Romantic or Spontaneous- uhhh none of the above. just hot.
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms – nice arms!!! and veiny!!!
074. Sensitive or Loud - loud... like me
075. Hook-up or Relationship - hook up

___Have you ever___
078. Kissed a Stranger – yea
079. Drank bubbles – i ate bubbles
080. Lost glasses/contacts - i dont have those
081. Ran Away From home - sorta, for like a few hours haha
082. Broken any bones- two ribs... hurt so bad. i couldnt undress myself or laugh.
084. Broken Someone's Heart – yeaa
086. Turned Someone Down – yeaa
087. Cried When Someone Died - no.
088. Cried at school – yeaaa. it was terrible. my ex toy saw me crying and he didnt even stop... bastard.

___Do You Believe In___
089. Yourself – yeaa just not at the moment
090. Miracles – uumm yea... i got a B on my last programming test.
091. Love at first sight – not love, but lust... OH YEA!
094. Magic – hmm idk, but i do love kriss angel
095. Heaven - i dont know
096. Santa Clause – heck yeaa
097. Sex on the first date – depends
098. Kissing on the First Date - yea
099. Angels - not sure

___Answer Truthfully___
100. Is There one or more people You Want To be with right now? heck yea... there are so many hotties and so little time haha
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[12 Nov 2006|07:31pm]
i suck at life
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i need a helmet [08 Nov 2006|11:45pm]
i am having a rough time. school is kicking my ass, and just keeps kicking me while im down and i cant get back up. im sorta lost in my programming class. pretty much lost in physics and logic design. at least i get math. im fucked because the semester is almost over. no time to recover. hmmm... i suck at life.

on the positive side, i get to go home in one week tomorrow. im excited. and i get to make bottle rockets on friday.

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shitty weekend so far [29 Oct 2006|02:19am]
[ mood | frustrated ]

It's on 2:19 am and I am home. We went a few parties and they were not fun. So we came home to find to find our roommate puking haha! I feel her pain... This morning my roomies and I were headed to Santa Clara. We had to pull over like 4 times so that I could puke.

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[18 Oct 2006|12:12am]
I can't do my programming lab.
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i want to scream at the top of my lungs [02 Oct 2006|05:36am]
[ mood | worried ]

i don't know what to do. i am so fucking worried, i can't even sleep. i have never been like this. i don't know what to do. I am so worried about money because my bank account reads $500 right now, and I just payed rent so that will be down to like $200. I won't have more money until January... what am I going to do. I don't want to ask my parents for money. I am applying to scholarships, but if I get them that money won't be in until probably December. I could get a job, but I feel overwhelmed as it is. I am maxed out on loan money for the year. I could get an emergency loan, but I have to pay that back in 90 days. Hmmm, what to do. I should get a job.

Also, I am starting to miss my home. Although I know when I go I don't really hang out with my family (which I really miss, believe it or not... distance is good for my family relationships I realize.)

I'm so worried and stressed and I feel like no one can help me. I just feel like all this pressure inside my chest and it's almost hard to breath at times. I have an appointment with a counselor on Thursday... thank god. I really can't wait. I feel like I need to talk or cry or something. I don't know.

I feel so pressured right now. I am really disappointed in myself. I feel like I haven't been giving 100% to everything. I feel like I am not meeting people's expectations. I'm not meeting what I expect of myself.

Me and my friend's were talking about this the other day (we're all engineers by the way)... Our friends and family back home tell us "OMG I am so proud, you want to be an engineer" blah blah and how were going to be so succeessful and how were so smart and determined. The thing is, I don't feel like I am any of those things. If those people were in my shoes, they would see that I am really not that great. I am not doing anything that special. I don't feel smart... in fact, I feel dumb as shit. My family thinks I'm like a genius, but I really don't know anything. I am so ignorant and don't really know much of anything.

I don't know what to do with myself. I want to change. I want to better at everything I do. I don't know how to do that. I don't even feel motivated.

On the other hand, things could be worse. If worse comes to worse, I don't think anyone would let me not have a place to live or starve. I have so much more than other people. I should be greatful. Thinking about other people who have absolutely nothing makes me sad. I am depressed now.


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YAY!!!!!!!! [18 Sep 2006|10:19pm]
Today I recieved an early Christmas present to myself... a hookah!!!
Me and my little roomies smoked all day =)
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got this from chels <3 [06 Sep 2006|10:16pm]
Q: Name 3 things in your purse/pockets?:
1. cell phone
2. wallet
3. keys

Q: Name 3 things you do when you're really stressed?:
1. eat
2. yell at people
3. be moody

Q: Name 3 things you do on a daily basis?:
1. shower <--- im a CLEAN engineer

Q: Three names you go by?:

Q: Three of your Favorite restaraunts?:
1. tapatio
2. shanghai
3.olive garden

Q: Four things you are wearing right now?:
4.sweat pants

Q: If you could have one super power what would it be?:
read peoples thoughts <--- agreed

Everyday Routine
1. When do you usually wake up?
during the week, around 9.

2. Do you shower in the morning or at night?:

3. Do you floss?:
about 3 times a week. i should do it everyday though

4. Do you have a job?:
yeaaaaa FULL TIME STUDENT haha

5. Name one person you see every day?:
my roommates

8. What's one thing you have to do every day?:
shower and eat

9. What do you wish you could do every day?:
sleep in and NOT EVER think about PHYSICS or have to go to that class or do that hw or take those tests

10. How do you like to relax at the end of the day?:
watch tv or nap or eat something really delicious. or if its the end of the week i like to reward myself by getting shitfaced

Food & Drink
1. What's your favorite breakfast?:
french toast for sure

2. Lunch?:
ummm like seafood

3. Dinner?:
umm seafood

5. Coca Cola, Pepsi, or Water?:
PEPSI, pepsi kind of girl

6. Do you drink water?:
yes, the costco brand, thats what i buy

7. Can you drink alcohol legally?:

8. If no, do you drink it anyway?:
yea, like every weekend... im a college student HELLO

9. What's your favorite food to cook?:
fish, its so easy

10. Coffee or Tea?:
Coffee, i need it to live

Q: First thing you did this morning?:
took a shower

Q: What's something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks?:
hmm, HALLOWEEN!!!! and when MY HOOKAH comes in the mail!!!!!!!! ohhhh and i cant wait till my new labtop comes in the mail!!!! YAYYYY!!!!

Q: What's one thing annoying you right now?:
my friend... hes annoying me right now... giving me a lecture

Q: What's the last movie you saw?:
uhh lady in the water

Q: Do you believe in long distance relationships?:
no, i dont believe in relationships period. not romantic ones.

Q: What is the last place you went?:
uhhh downstairs...

Q: Who is the last person you called?:
hmm pablo, had to call his ass back

Q: Been cheated on?:

Q: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?:
I dont know, do i care?

Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity)?:
creativity... im an engineer... what would i do without that

Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?:
1. i RARELY wear tennis shoes
2. i got these NEW ones that are velcro... FUCK YEAAA

Q: When did you last cry?:
hmm... OHHH i remember!!! when my parents brought me back up to chico

Q: Do you like handwriting?
uhh i like to type everything. its faster and more legiible.

Q: Are you a friendly person?:
i think so.

Q: Are you keeping a secret from the world?:

Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night?:
my own... =/

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?:
off white

Q: Do you have any pets?:
TWO FISH!!! me and krystle got them the other day. their names are Tard and Princess Consuela

Q: What is the color of your bedsheets?:
white, i know boring

Q: What were you doing at 10 last night?:
HOMEWORK!!!!!!!!! ewww god damn physics... i tell u

Q: When is the last time you saw your Dad?:
oh my, like over a month ago

Q: Look to your left, what do you see?:
air freshner, books, dirty dishes

Q: Ever cried yourself to sleep?:

Q: Ever cried on your friends shoulder?:

Q: Song that makes you cry?:
hmmm, death cab for cutie "drinking champange from a paper cup"

Q: Are you a normally happy person?
on the outside yes, inside not really

Q: Is your self-esteem low?:
i dont think so

Q: What color are your eyes?:

Q: Long or Short Hair?:
umm its getting pretty long... im growing it out

Q: Current Music?:
gipsy kings

Q: What did you dream about last night?
hmmm i dont remember

1. Who's the last person you made out with?
ahmad... hes hot, but he is full of himself. he must think he is perfect.

2. Who's your best friend?
chels, chelsea, krystle, pablo

3. Who makes you smile the most?
uhhh my roomate danielle... shes fucking hilarious!

4. What's the best feeling in the world?
hmmm ill have to ponder this one...

5. Do you miss anyone? If so, who?
my friends from home and my family. ohh and the new little additions to my family... i cant wait to see them!!!

6. Do you work?
yeaaa like i said, STUDENT!! its an occupation!

7. Ever had sex with a coworker?
with another student, hmmm...

8. Favorite store to shop at?
LOEHMANNS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HANDS DOWN!!

9. Ever kissed a member of the same sex?

10. If you could change the world in one way, what would you change?
no more war in the middle east (its sad and i really want to go there). also, i wish people would stop having babies and they would adopt others so ever child could have a home. also, i would want everyone to not be hungry.

11. Who's the last person to make you cry?
hmmm good question... i dont know. ohh yes, MR BIG!!! hahahaha yeaa, he kinda hurt my feelings... but i was really drunk too. if i was sober i wouldnt have cried. this girl doesnt cry.

12. Where will you be tomorrow at this time?
here, at home, doing homework

13. Who's the last person you hugged?
probably one of my friends

14. Last person you said "i love you" to?
hmm probably krystle or something

15. Favorite song?
woah i cant answer that! ONE of my favorite songs at the moments is this one by Belanova "por ti"

16. What does you last text message say and whos it from?
im gonna check...."haha dori u forgot to ask me to dish the dirt about last nite" from krystle... u know, shes my roommate and we were both home, yet she had to text message me...

17. What about the 10th to last and who's is from?
im checking.... "pizza?" from pablo

18. 23rd to last and who's it from?
"PARTY!!!!!" from Derick hahaha hes so funny

19. What does the first message in your outbox say?
"come dance with me" haha i was drunk when i sent that

20. Are you emotionally stable?
uhh idk, im not like analyzing myself

21. Do you look like your mom or dad?
everyone says my dad, i wish i had green eyes like him though

22. Who's your favorite actress?
hmmm, i guess i dont have one

29. Do you have any secrets right now?
yeaa i guess

30. What does the 11th message in your outbox say?
"yes please" haha i was talking about sex... no jk, i was telling my friend yes i want pizza

31. What's your favorite time of year?
SUMMERRRR!!! no school or anythign!!! except i have to work this summer for sure. i hope i get an internship =)

32. If you could marry someone right now, who would it be?
ummm this guy i know, joel because i know hes gonna make bank one day.

33. What's your favorite food?

34. What's to your right?
closet and make up all over the floor

35. What's the last thing you said?
good nite... i think

37. Last person that called you?

38. Last person you called?

39. Last person you yelled at?
umm krystle probably... i yell at her a lot

40. Last person to sleep in your bed?

41. When's the last night you pulled an all-nighter?
umm the other nite... a lot of partying, plus it was labor day weekend!! WOO PARTY

42. Who's the last person to say they miss you?
uhh my mom?

43. Last time you were complimented?
today!! my programming professor said i was an angel ahahahahahhahahahahahahahahaaa

44. Who do you want to see right now?
ahmad, but he wont have it.

45. What are you doing right now?
typing, thinking "when is this going to be over"

1. Are you missing someone right now?:
no one in particular

2. Are you happy?:
yes, well no because i have to wake up fucking early tomorrow ARRGGG

3. Are you talking to anyone right now?:

4. Are you bored?:
yaaa, thats why im going this

5. Are you german?:

6. Are you irish?:

7. Are you french?:

8. Are you Italian?:

9. Are your parents still married?:

10. Do you like someone right now?:
not really, no

1. Movie: reservoir dogs

2. Flower:
babys breath haha

3. Color:

4. Sport:
boxing, if any

5. Mall:
beverly center <3333

6. Music:
rock en espanol, especially la ley

7. Food:

8. Season:

9. Animal:

10. State:
california HANDS DOWN!!

1. Hometown:
moorpark, ca

2. Hair color:

4. Hair style:
kinda long and pretty straight, sometimes wavy

5. Eye color:

6. Shoe size:

7. Mood:

9. Available?:
available for what? it depends.

10. Lefty/righty:

1. Have you ever been in love?:
love = lust so yeaa many a times

2. Do you believe in love?:
love = lust... and i believe in lust

3. Why did your last relationship fail?:
i wouldnt call it a relationship, but ill tell u cause its very recent... this guy wouldnt get back together with me because.... i wont say because it really offended me

4. Have you ever been heartbroken?:

5. Have you ever broken someone's heart?:

6. Have you ever fallen for your best friend?:

7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?:

8. Are you afraid of commitment?:
im not afraid, im just wise.

9. Have you ever kissed someone you liked?:
uhh yeaa

10. Have you ever had a secret admirer?:
yes... god damn stalkers, i swear

In The Last 48 Hours, Have You:
01. Cried: no
02. Bought something: A HOOKAH!!!!!! FUCK YEAAAAA

03. Gotten sick: no

04. Sang: yes!!!! i sang belanova all day today
05. Eaten: yessss i eat like all day long
06. Been kissed: noo aww
07. Felt stupid: yess... today in my logic class... i swear! its not logical! im just kidding, logic in this case doesnt mean that kinda of logic, its just another word for digital.

08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: : uhh no
09. Met someone new: yessss
10. Moved on: moved on? from what?

11. Talked to an ex: uhh noooo... well actually, he was an ex little boy toy

12. Missed an ex: an ex little boy toy... yes
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: yes
14. Had a serious talk: yes. i hate those most of the time. it usually ends up in me getting some sort of lecture.
15. Missed someone: this question has come up like an infinite number of times

16. Hugged someone: uhh probably
17. Fought with your parents: no. now that i think of it, i havent talked to them in a few days. i bet my mom will call me on friday NITE!!
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: yes

Social Life
01. Best girl friend: chels, chelsea, krystle
02. Best guy friend: pablo, derick

03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: no thanks
04. If no, current dating partner: none... although i saw this hottie the other day...
05. Hobbies: music, movies, SHOPPING!!!!, computer stuff (nerd)
06. Pager: what! like a beeper?? uhh i have a cell phone. do those still exist?
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: hmm definetely not a wallflower, but center of attention... i guess so!!! me and krystle are the life of every party hahaha
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: ferrari or masarati, id settle for an m5
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: probably friends because we'd probably be partying and that always fun

11. Where is the best hangout: my place, or my friends' or downtown
12. Do you have a job: STUDENT haha

13. Do you attend church: no, well i do when i go home
14. Do you like being around people: yes, yes i do.

01. Have you known the longest: ive known chelsea for a long time. ive known for my godmother for even longer.

02. Do you argue the most with: hmm, i hardly argue. probably with krystle over dumb ass shit too.
03. Do you always get along with: my roommates and chels
04. Is the most trustworthy: chels
05. Makes you laugh the most: krystle, danielle, pablo, elba, chels, chelsea omg like everyone No joke i laugh at everything
06. Has been there through all the hard times: hmmm chels
07. Has the coolest parents: hmmm idk, does it matter?
08. Has the scariest siblings: uhh chels and chelsea
09. Is the most blunt: krystle

10. Is the smartest: hmm me!!! haha i know, mr. fucking engineering ghandi! god damn him!!!

01. Who is your role model: all the engineers i know, even those that i dont know personally

02. What are some of your pet peeves: people waking me from my sleep, that dumb bitch in my physics AND logic class... she pisses me off. she makes all these dumb ass questions and comments during class. dude, if u wanna do that go to office hours, dont waste my fucking time that i pay for!! piece of shit! ive been cussing a lot
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yeaa haha
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: yes, but dont tell anyone

05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: MIDDLE EASTERN GUYS!!! HANDS DOWN!! they are soooooooooo sexy and hot and OMG!! also i like guys that can do math... and by math i mean like calculus or something. it so sexy to watch a guy do integrals and partial derivatives, seriously.
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): yes
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: always. just remember.... revenge is a dish best served cold.
08. Would you rather be dumper or dumped? dumper for sure
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": hook up all the way!!! thats all guys are good for... seriously.
10. Want someone you don't have right now: actually yea. i wasnt done with him yet.
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: uhh no i dont think so
12. Do you want to get married: i dont think so. if so, not until im like 40 maybe. 35 at the youngest.
13. Do you want kids: i dont think so. but if i do, ill adopt for sure.
14. Do you believe in psychics: ohh yeaaa!!! like john edwards and sylvia brown. heck yeaa
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: hell no i dont!!! i wouldnt wish that upon myself either!!
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: hmmm, my hair. ohh and my eyebrows. i take pride in those babies. haha. i took a long time to get them to look how they do.
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: i like that i really dont have any. except like anger and frustration.
18. Are you happy with you: yes, actually.
19. Are you happy with your life: hmm yeaa
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: uhh not having to take physics! i hate that class more than anything in this world.

[ Current Clothes ] pjs, almost bed time.
[ Current Mood ] stressed and tired.
[ Current Music ] keyboard. it turned off.
[ Current Taste ] hummus
[ Current Make-up ] the usual
[ Current Hair] down, straight

[ Current Annoyance ] knowing that i have to get up early tomrrow arggggg

[ Current Smell ] the smell is pretty neutral in here.
[ Current thing I ought to be doing ] some physics hw or logic hw or maybe working on my club's website. or all of the above.

[ Current Desktop Picture ] my cousin and godmother's new kids... very cute!!! i love them!!!
[ Current Favorite Group ] la ley

[ Current CD in CD Player ] this mix of rock en espanol

[ Current DVD in player ] uhh idk, ohh probably donnie darko cause me and my friends watched it the other nite

First best friend: elaine
First real memory of something: what. this is a retarded question. idk.
First real kiss: uhh hmm, hahaha....

First real break-up: uhh noo i dont do bf's hello
First screen name: uhh idk

First self purchased album: hm idk
First pets: rocky!! my dog! i forget what happened to him
First piercing/tattoo: ears when i was a baby (yes remember im mexican, its a cultural thing. me and someone were talking about this the other day)
First true love: first true lust, hmm good i dont remember

First enemy: oh dear, idk, too many to remember haha jk

Last cigarette: hmm probably a couple weeks ago

Last big car ride: hmm ohh to chico! long drive let me tell u.
Last kiss: hmm ahmad. ass.
Last good cry: when i said bye to my family.
Last food consumed: uhh, a cookie

Last crush: hmmm ahmad? hmm wahtever
Last phone call: pablo
Last tv show watched: oprah
Last time showered: this morning
Last shoes worn: flip flops
Last cd played: my rock en espanol mix
Last annoyance: pablo lecturing me
Last disappointment: today in my lab argg
Last soda drank: squirt fuck yeaaa
Last ice cream eaten: uhh idk i havent had ice cream in a whiel.... thats probably a good thing
Last time wanting to die: uhh tomorrow morning when my alarm goes off
Last shirt worn: the one im currently wearing
Last website visited: this one and the one im the webmaster for (www.csuchico.edu/ltc)

that was long. i cant believe i did that. it took forever. but i had nothing better to do, or i should say, nothing that i actually wanted to do.
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[05 Sep 2006|11:04pm]
Screw this guys I know... I swear, god damn like GHANDI of engineering...
So, not only is he like mr. community service, he is like triple majoring and triple minoring (all majors and minors in engineering, math, or science), and he like tutors like crazy, and facilitates like every engineering workshop, fucking mr. 3.5 GPA or something, mr. i have every scholarship in the world, and mr. i work for like every department at school, ohh ANDDDDD i still have a social life.... he had the nerve to say that he felt bad working for the "intelligent systems lab" because there are probably like freshmen out there that would die for that job, but also that he could probably spend his time better by tutoring and helping people!!! WTFFFFFFF OMGGG!!!!!

am i jealous or what?
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[04 Sep 2006|11:54pm]
Today was a long day of work... finally got my club's website up and running.
leave me some feedback if you look at it.
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[31 Aug 2006|01:49am]
I am upset...
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[29 Aug 2006|11:23pm]
I am frustrated.
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LABOR DAY WEEKEND =))))) [28 Aug 2006|08:48pm]
Its barely Monday, but I really want it to be the weekend already!
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[23 Aug 2006|10:53pm]
I smelled like computer science today.
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boredom [23 Aug 2006|12:20am]
I have EECE 144 (Logic/Digital design) tomorrow. I am so excited. Like half of the class is middle eastern guys <3 Maybe I'll find myself a husband/boytoy
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